June 1, 2016 Week 003 – Day 013

June 1, 2016

Week 003 – Day 013

I woke to legs skinnier than they have been in a few years!! The RN re-wrapped my legs yesterday to find my left leg without blisters any longer, and my right leg’s ulcer all better! She recommended I go a little while longer with the wraps to prevent swelling. As I stated, I woke this morning to MUCH skinnier legs! I am very grateful and find myself tearing up as I type this! I am anxious for tomorrow’s weigh in. It is nearly 4PM.. and time for my afternoon shake. I must say that I am having severe issues today in my want of actual food. I cannot stop thinking of it… even while not in front of the TV. This has been the worst day I have had in this feeling. I find myself rationalizing how it would be OK to eat something. I am hungry this time for sure… and fighting every moment with myself, telling myself what I am doing this for, and how my life will change. Also that I will be able to eat food again, just in much smaller portion that I had been. Still… the pull of the dark side is strong…. very strong.

Today’s FitBit Stats:

3061 Steps for 1.42 Miles and 3140 Calories burned. 2 Floors Climbed.

Last Night’s Sleep Recorded This Morning:

7 hour 31min. Asleep last night, Awake X3, Restless X14

Food Schedule:

10AM – Vanilla Shake & 8 oz glass of water with Orange Fiber
12PM – Chocolate Shake
2PM – 1 Peppermint Cocoa Protein Bar & 8 oz glass of water with Orange Fiber
4PM – Vanilla Shake
6PM 1 packet Tomato Soup in 8 oz Water & 8 oz glass of water with Orange Fiber
7PM – 2 Tbsn of ZERO Calorie Waldon Farms Honey BBQ Sauce (AWESOME!!)
8PM – Chocolate Shake

Calorie Intake for the day = 970